coming monday

"Monday YES!"

thats what my normal reaction. cause i'm off on monday...

but now, i don't know. what's my coming monday gonna be like. meeting up? but everything seem to be difference now. ;(

i miss you

不一样了

我睁开眼睛看着空白

风在路上吹着

不知道什么时候从晴天转阴天，雨天

不知道什么时候不一样了

和从前的感觉已经不一样

不知道能不能留住妳

真么隐藏我的悲伤

我会发呆的忘记，让我不在想念妳

不过不想忘记妳

感谢妳让我拥有缺点的美好的回忆

希望可以和妳持续下去

也许妳已经放弃我

我知道妳的痛是我给妳的话

如果要走请记得告诉我

如果要走要记得我

如果难过请你忘了我

妳的香味一直在徘徊

我舍不得离开

并不想离开

我早已在谷低。

Prisoner in NILAI

the other day i went up to nilai and visit my friend which is in the prison.

the prison

i went up to talk with the warden to let me bring my friend out for a meal..

prisoner with a happiness emotional

after got him out, i brought him to his favorite restaurant.

visitor (jiayen) and prisoner (mingzai)

and then he have to go back..

在家的日子

看了肥仔的部落客有着深深的感触，和他一样。

想家，不过又没有时间回。每天都从张开眼睛做到合眼。

知道爸妈做工的苦。

想念在家的日子，早上醒了就和爸妈吃早餐。过着无忧无虑的生活！

想吃什么都可以，都有。

已经好久没回家了。大概有两个月多了

之前每个月都回家。

再忍忍，剩下一个月多。。。

if you're not the one

if you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad?

if you're not the one why dose my hand fit yours?

if you're not mine then why does your heart return my call?

if i am not made for you then why dose my heart tell me that i am?

i never know what the future brings

but i know you're not here with me now.

i don't wanna run away but i cant take it, i don't understand.

is there anyway that i can stay in your arms?

cause i miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away

cause i love you, whether it's wrong or right.

though i cant be with you tonight,

you know my heart is by your side.

if i don't need you why dose your face resound in my head?

i don't know why you are so far away...........

don't know

sometime i don't know how to tell my feeling by words.

i don't know how,

i don't know.................

but i know, i miss her!

i am so dead.

“她”

我

掀开头纱看到的是她，

掀开她的头发却是她，

帮她带上项链的是她，

帮她整理裙子的是她，

帮她擦干汗的是她，

近距离看到的是她，

牵着的手是她的。

这些“她”都是别人的“她”。

happening

something that i were shock.. jia yen! as she have gastric problem always. but she never want to find out the problem.. ya, now she did. and somemore.. went for endoscopy, by herself.

the brave her.. too bad that i were not there to accompany her. i don't have time.. sorry b. i cant run with your bed.. i cant wait for you with waiting for the red light to switch off and you were front of me well.

*huggzzzz*

tze xiang.. he just left. going home.....

this is what he left for....

after i got off from my work then i met up him with jie yen before he leave..

for my dinner as well. :D

tze xiang

jia yen n tze xiang

take care man.. will see you again soon. i'll try my best to arrange my time showing up on you wedding day! Congrats!

picture of the day

recent me

what else, working most of the day.. the only free time are after 9pm and the 2 days off. ermm.. actually its just only monday. i skipped the other day simple and easy cause i have class on wednesday.

me, with sort of special angle by her

this is her, jia yen

my friends, most wanted

Well, finally my friend made it. as i were looking for someone for dinner after my tiring work..

texted kerrine lao. "movie tonight, interested?" as usual, she cant hang at late night.. and the other important thing. meeting up my friend, rain. at the end we just went for a quick dinner, better then no.

lao

The other one, ming zai. the LY friend...

he never stop complaining about people, especially me. "cb ric, when are you coming to nilai for look for me?" STOP THAT!! i did, but you did not want to.. you are much more busy then i.

and the other damn thing.. he got a "very new" girl.. then LCLY. ewwwwwwww....

the LY friend, ming zai

well, the jb friend.. usually we can see him on skype. guess what, i did not see him all these days. where is he? no one know.. but what else can stop him to online, connection problem? impossible! YEA, is the LAO! kerrine lao.. she is with him, in jb. "ah hoon, i miss you!!!!"

the very jb friend, rain

the noob, but not longer a noob.

she is in love. errr.. a complicated one. which the guy always told her.. "i don't want to hurt you, but got think of together with you." ahhhh! i don't know how to help you.. i told ya what i can help. mine wont be better then yours too. call me if you need someone to talk to..

the not longer noob, karen

as i mention previous, the big thing!! yea, he is the happy one but mess. erm.. mess? i guess so..

zhi xiang.. he just settle down for his work and place not more then 3 days, he got a text from home. "yao zho" who else, his girl. he got to run all the way back, soon.. get girl, get baby, get marry. be the man, be a father, be a husband. great to hear about it..

the daddy, zhi xiang

all these are most wanted recently..

Randomly

Had a meeting this morning in college about the internship. To update lecturer about our work. I feel lonely, like i have no friends in the class.

but yea, later then met up with her. we went to midvalley for walk and lunch.

3 of my buddy, 3 of them called me up during my lunch. take turn..

zi xiang surprised me with a big thing. AHH.. not going to tell.

ming zai called up.. complain about his bag been stolen. poor ming

kiang always give me a damn call and DDLY.

oh ya! ming zai end his holiday and came here again. i went to airport and fetch him..

LCCT

he had his hair cut but still looks like lakia no difference, at least now he looks like a human being. finance got better, bought me a slide of cake and tea. thanks ming zai don't DDLY.

i know you got a new girl when you were home. don't LCLY.

recently my friends always ffk for having meal with me. i don't understand.. they always have their own reason. always make me go alone! ahhhhh...

LOST?!

Road Block, Wrong Way, Pass Through, Tolls, Rough Road... It happen in my life. I would never reach the place that

i wanted to......

Can i have a GPS that to lead the way. It's not easy...

I know, i cant own it.

you know that,

I miss you