Dream

dream is just like a balloon.

i can almost see it, that was just a dream.

there's a voice inside my head saying. "you will never reach it".

i lost with no direction, my soul is shaking.

but still, i got to make a move...

Emm..

Is monday. i got up as usual, 9am. got myself ready in an hour.. went to Garden again. i don't know why i go there again.. while walking around by myself and on phone with dad, dad ask me to get something for him.

i go through garden to mv. i stopped by a directory to look for a shop, were searching. SUDDENLY, my brain flashed blank.. i looked up, and think. what am i looking for..? i stand there took for 5 mins to recognize it. i am so DEAD!

ermm.. yea, met up with her..

ahhh! blank out again

coming monday

"Monday YES!"

thats what my normal reaction. cause i'm off on monday...

but now, i don't know. what's my coming monday gonna be like. meeting up? but everything seem to be difference now. ;(

i miss you

不一样了

我睁开眼睛看着空白

风在路上吹着

不知道什么时候从晴天转阴天，雨天

不知道什么时候不一样了

和从前的感觉已经不一样

不知道能不能留住妳

真么隐藏我的悲伤

我会发呆的忘记，让我不在想念妳

不过不想忘记妳

感谢妳让我拥有缺点的美好的回忆

希望可以和妳持续下去

也许妳已经放弃我

我知道妳的痛是我给妳的话

如果要走请记得告诉我

如果要走要记得我

如果难过请你忘了我

妳的香味一直在徘徊

我舍不得离开

并不想离开

我早已在谷低。

Prisoner in NILAI

the other day i went up to nilai and visit my friend which is in the prison.

the prison

i went up to talk with the warden to let me bring my friend out for a meal..

prisoner with a happiness emotional

after got him out, i brought him to his favorite restaurant.

visitor (jiayen) and prisoner (mingzai)

and then he have to go back..

在家的日子

看了肥仔的部落客有着深深的感触，和他一样。

想家，不过又没有时间回。每天都从张开眼睛做到合眼。

知道爸妈做工的苦。

想念在家的日子，早上醒了就和爸妈吃早餐。过着无忧无虑的生活！

想吃什么都可以，都有。

已经好久没回家了。大概有两个月多了

之前每个月都回家。

再忍忍，剩下一个月多。。。

if you're not the one

if you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad?

if you're not the one why dose my hand fit yours?

if you're not mine then why does your heart return my call?

if i am not made for you then why dose my heart tell me that i am?

i never know what the future brings

but i know you're not here with me now.

i don't wanna run away but i cant take it, i don't understand.

is there anyway that i can stay in your arms?

cause i miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away

cause i love you, whether it's wrong or right.

though i cant be with you tonight,

you know my heart is by your side.

if i don't need you why dose your face resound in my head?

i don't know why you are so far away...........