losing weight

i guess i am losing weight.

my shorts, jeans and even i see my face on a picture.

don't know why... arggg!

SAD! :(

anyone can spend me meals?

company me for dinner lunch breakfast....

Changed + Pattern?

what happened recent. i also don't know, assignment? guess so.

sleep late these days. worried about my final assignment shoot. i got 4 clothes for the shoots and i don't really like it. do my model suit them? got no idea what kind of make up should i attach on her. lighting experiment failed and i have not go try again.

do i be at pains on my work? drive me crazy... feel tired.

i got to stop everything no more entertainment!

my friends complain me. i changed a lot recently? did i, did i? do pattern? that's how my friends describe me. yat7 yat7 complain me. now, all my lasap friends are in miri. got time then call me shot me. they are changing or me. yat7 complain me do pattern.

this is the real pattern king! always like to complain me did not treat him nice, did not go eat japanese food with him blablabla... says not close with him anymore. you are totally wrong fat ming! i'm just lazy to hang out and i want to stay at home, i am 宅男. i never stop you to visit me at my place.

ahhhh! need rest

喂！ 穷学生

想一想，

操！

你只是个穷学生。靠是的什么，老爸老妈。

每天都吃好的，用好的。

想想

每天花一百，之后，以后呢

你一天能赚一百花吗

再看看周围的人

本事的，有钱有车有楼有女人。英文有一句说，

got Cash got Car got Condo got Chick.

靠！

再看看

没本事的， 借钱租车租房租女人？！ 切！

rent Car rent Room rent Chick?!

大家都有C，不过R跑头的命就是不一样....

哼！穷学生...

Go GREEN!

it seem like many things has made changes

the weather, people, things.....

seldom see blue sky when i were home.

tsunami, earthquake....

disaster all around everyday.

GO GREEN!

week 5

i'm back to my school life.

new semester and final semester, hopefully is the last.

its already week 5.

but don't know what i am doing recently, only one class a week.

i moved to a new place which is higher.

and new housemate with some new friends.

i just got my internet.

i think i travel a lot

i think i eat a lot

i think i sleep a lot

eric you had too much fun! STOP STOP...

do your work.

my buddy and i has just built-up a new online boutique store.

please visit us at http://welovevivi.blogspot.com/

Hijacked

why! WHY!!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhh....

i miss you already!

i miss youuuuuu.....

don't take her away from me. ;(

my macbook pro, pictures, documents, everything gone!

He asked

I heard a conversation between a boss and assistant. BOSS (S) Assistant (J)

S: J, help me to go downstair and get someone who is clever enough to help me.

J: what happen, is there anything i can help?

S: are you clever enough, i have something very important to hand over.

J: (showing innocent face) ya.

at the end.. i saw S is teach J how to function the stupid radio. LAME!

Dream

dream is just like a balloon.

i can almost see it, that was just a dream.

there's a voice inside my head saying. "you will never reach it".

i lost with no direction, my soul is shaking.

but still, i got to make a move...

Emm..

Is monday. i got up as usual, 9am. got myself ready in an hour.. went to Garden again. i don't know why i go there again.. while walking around by myself and on phone with dad, dad ask me to get something for him.

i go through garden to mv. i stopped by a directory to look for a shop, were searching. SUDDENLY, my brain flashed blank.. i looked up, and think. what am i looking for..? i stand there took for 5 mins to recognize it. i am so DEAD!

ermm.. yea, met up with her..

ahhh! blank out again

coming monday

"Monday YES!"

thats what my normal reaction. cause i'm off on monday...

but now, i don't know. what's my coming monday gonna be like. meeting up? but everything seem to be difference now. ;(

i miss you

不一样了

我睁开眼睛看着空白

风在路上吹着

不知道什么时候从晴天转阴天，雨天

不知道什么时候不一样了

和从前的感觉已经不一样

不知道能不能留住妳

真么隐藏我的悲伤

我会发呆的忘记，让我不在想念妳

不过不想忘记妳

感谢妳让我拥有缺点的美好的回忆

希望可以和妳持续下去

也许妳已经放弃我

我知道妳的痛是我给妳的话

如果要走请记得告诉我

如果要走要记得我

如果难过请你忘了我

妳的香味一直在徘徊

我舍不得离开

并不想离开

我早已在谷低。

Prisoner in NILAI

the other day i went up to nilai and visit my friend which is in the prison.

the prison

i went up to talk with the warden to let me bring my friend out for a meal..

prisoner with a happiness emotional

after got him out, i brought him to his favorite restaurant.

visitor (jiayen) and prisoner (mingzai)

and then he have to go back..

在家的日子

看了肥仔的部落客有着深深的感触，和他一样。

想家，不过又没有时间回。每天都从张开眼睛做到合眼。

知道爸妈做工的苦。

想念在家的日子，早上醒了就和爸妈吃早餐。过着无忧无虑的生活！

想吃什么都可以，都有。

已经好久没回家了。大概有两个月多了

之前每个月都回家。

再忍忍，剩下一个月多。。。

if you're not the one

if you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad?

if you're not the one why dose my hand fit yours?

if you're not mine then why does your heart return my call?

if i am not made for you then why dose my heart tell me that i am?

i never know what the future brings

but i know you're not here with me now.

i don't wanna run away but i cant take it, i don't understand.

is there anyway that i can stay in your arms?

cause i miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away

cause i love you, whether it's wrong or right.

though i cant be with you tonight,

you know my heart is by your side.

if i don't need you why dose your face resound in my head?

i don't know why you are so far away...........

don't know

sometime i don't know how to tell my feeling by words.

i don't know how,

i don't know.................

but i know, i miss her!

i am so dead.

“她”

我

掀开头纱看到的是她，

掀开她的头发却是她，

帮她带上项链的是她，

帮她整理裙子的是她，

帮她擦干汗的是她，

近距离看到的是她，

牵着的手是她的。

这些“她”都是别人的“她”。

happening

something that i were shock.. jia yen! as she have gastric problem always. but she never want to find out the problem.. ya, now she did. and somemore.. went for endoscopy, by herself.

the brave her.. too bad that i were not there to accompany her. i don't have time.. sorry b. i cant run with your bed.. i cant wait for you with waiting for the red light to switch off and you were front of me well.

*huggzzzz*

tze xiang.. he just left. going home.....

this is what he left for....

after i got off from my work then i met up him with jie yen before he leave..

for my dinner as well. :D

tze xiang

jia yen n tze xiang

take care man.. will see you again soon. i'll try my best to arrange my time showing up on you wedding day! Congrats!

picture of the day

recent me

what else, working most of the day.. the only free time are after 9pm and the 2 days off. ermm.. actually its just only monday. i skipped the other day simple and easy cause i have class on wednesday.

me, with sort of special angle by her

this is her, jia yen

my friends, most wanted

Well, finally my friend made it. as i were looking for someone for dinner after my tiring work..

texted kerrine lao. "movie tonight, interested?" as usual, she cant hang at late night.. and the other important thing. meeting up my friend, rain. at the end we just went for a quick dinner, better then no.

lao

The other one, ming zai. the LY friend...

he never stop complaining about people, especially me. "cb ric, when are you coming to nilai for look for me?" STOP THAT!! i did, but you did not want to.. you are much more busy then i.

and the other damn thing.. he got a "very new" girl.. then LCLY. ewwwwwwww....

the LY friend, ming zai

well, the jb friend.. usually we can see him on skype. guess what, i did not see him all these days. where is he? no one know.. but what else can stop him to online, connection problem? impossible! YEA, is the LAO! kerrine lao.. she is with him, in jb. "ah hoon, i miss you!!!!"

the very jb friend, rain

the noob, but not longer a noob.

she is in love. errr.. a complicated one. which the guy always told her.. "i don't want to hurt you, but got think of together with you." ahhhh! i don't know how to help you.. i told ya what i can help. mine wont be better then yours too. call me if you need someone to talk to..

the not longer noob, karen

as i mention previous, the big thing!! yea, he is the happy one but mess. erm.. mess? i guess so..

zhi xiang.. he just settle down for his work and place not more then 3 days, he got a text from home. "yao zho" who else, his girl. he got to run all the way back, soon.. get girl, get baby, get marry. be the man, be a father, be a husband. great to hear about it..

the daddy, zhi xiang

all these are most wanted recently..

Randomly

Had a meeting this morning in college about the internship. To update lecturer about our work. I feel lonely, like i have no friends in the class.

but yea, later then met up with her. we went to midvalley for walk and lunch.

3 of my buddy, 3 of them called me up during my lunch. take turn..

zi xiang surprised me with a big thing. AHH.. not going to tell.

ming zai called up.. complain about his bag been stolen. poor ming

kiang always give me a damn call and DDLY.

oh ya! ming zai end his holiday and came here again. i went to airport and fetch him..

LCCT

he had his hair cut but still looks like lakia no difference, at least now he looks like a human being. finance got better, bought me a slide of cake and tea. thanks ming zai don't DDLY.

i know you got a new girl when you were home. don't LCLY.

recently my friends always ffk for having meal with me. i don't understand.. they always have their own reason. always make me go alone! ahhhhh...

LOST?!

Road Block, Wrong Way, Pass Through, Tolls, Rough Road... It happen in my life. I would never reach the place that

i wanted to......

Can i have a GPS that to lead the way. It's not easy...

I know, i cant own it.

you know that,

I miss you

5am!!!

I got up at 4.20am.

brush, breakfast, dress up. i feel damn shit.. i slept for 3 hours+ only! AHHHHH...

I reach there by 510am. guess what, no one there yet, i had been waited for 40mins then i went back. damn! then i called to office at 615am.. they were there already, i run back again. gerrr..

when we reach PD it were a little rain and high tide, then look for another spot to shoot. half hour later the sun were out.. ya, its hot during setting up all the stuff. i got burned..

A tiring day, we got back to studio around 4 something. I cleaned up everything then request for going back earlier.. luckily the porn director didn't give me the damn for not letting me got home earlier, he knows. i reach there as he said, 5something and let me waited the shit. i got off by 730pm. oh ya, this trip was for the company sample use.

ignore the black, the other 2 are the model

the other location

The tiring day........

Work! But what..

Ya, ya.. Busy working all these day. Got to get up by 9am everyday, i work on 11am - 9pm. Tiring!

AHHH!!! Coming Thursday going to PortDickson for a shoot.. guess what time i have to reach the work place. 5am!! F.the shit..

They are 2 photographers, say it as 3. The other one seldom shoot.. i don't really like 1 of it. He is the head all among the photographers..

He like to "hot" me everytime. And he looks like a porn director..

He always blame me that without any reason, something that i did not do it wrongly.

example:

i did not know how to do something that he blame me in front of the customer.

"i taught you before, you don't remember?" but actually he never..

Camera out of battery, he blame me didn't charge. only 2 battery, and both inside. He is using it..

a lot, lazy to mention about it again.. errr!

DDLY, LCLY.

outing

What i can only enjoy is my dinner. Most of the day have japanese food. Yea, and drink. Of cause never forget about her..

Raku Zen

my fav, err.. mess by me.

Show you the other place next time, i don't have the pictures yet.. ermm..

oh ya, the other thing. I'm sad, cause of my 10 years buddy. Hurt by ming zai.. i texted him, he never reply me. Everytime i called him up he tell me that he is busy, but later then he never return call. ahhhh! how sad.. he always complain me DDLY. but i did not.. what can i say.....

During Jobless

Had been not working for a week.. Kept on interviewing all these day. Finally i got 1 today! fiewww.. Its just near by the place where i stay, front pyramid. Great! Don't have to get up early and rush to work.

Of cause not only this. Yea, as usual i drink, hanging, eating, "tok" again... never stop.

the geng

Yesterday, got nothing to do. Went to Genting randomly...

me & her

me & zhi xiang

Oh ya, forgot to mention zhi xiang came. Finally he came, he got his job here too..

by the way ming zai is gone. He gone back home for 2 weeks. i miss my 24hours house guard!

Quit?

Should i quit? Been tiring working recently. And bad things happened.

It was happened on thursday day. 3 of us went to the other studio for a shoot of the interior design... spent more then 3 hours to shoot for a room, which we need to get difference angle. we have to make sure every angle of the view are nice. my friend jo and i keep non-stop moving all the things that which looks messy. we accidently broke a vase that which is their props for a shoot.

Had a long talk with our manager today. we decide to quit this place, i think we doesn't belongs to this line. Commercial is a little bit to hard for me....

everything have to wait until our lecturer to follow up with this case.

WORK!

Started with my internship life.. it's not easy. It's like learning everything from start again. Though not that bad.. but tiring. Worth, i really learn a lot from there.. seeing how people run their company. making more then 100k+ for a project! omg.. they really make a lot.

one of the studio

Today is the first day that i hang with the staff there. they are kind, you would answer anything that know. Learn a lot from them. Got a new project that might start soon, we casting for the props today. Were outside most of the time.. running around to take pictures of the props and bring it back for client.

Ng, the mate

we stopped by the security.

jo

err.. still looks blur

MAC PRO!!!

with

Canon MARK III

somemore

24-70mm L LENS

AHHHHHHH!!

Erm... got to get up early everyday. should get to bed now..

Nite

Dizzy day! OMG

OMG! I suppose to go work today, but its happen once again. am i going to ki qia this time? I skipped my first day.. ahh! too bad. My head dizzy since last night.. i don't know why. i cant stand and called kerrine. i told her i don't feel well, she don't even say word and got up from bed and sent me to see doctor.

Thank you so much Kerrine

Erm.. after that she came to visit me, giant. she is so sweet that taking care of me. thank you b!

oh ya, thanks to all my friends who concern about me, called me or facebook. especially ah girl.. i was like oh no, when my phone rang. HAHA!

Well. is time to sleep, going for work tomorrow!

gambateh

My first post

Hello friends. My gang always complaining about "eric, you yat7 read people blog and never want to blog your own." okie, now then i got my own blog.

I have no idea what i am doing recently. Even my parents ask me what you doing these day, can only say "hanging all the time". yat7 yat7 "tok". Alright, but my "tok life" is going to end soon. i am going for my internship tomorrow. ermm.. i feel kinda nervous for it.

Forget about it first. Show you guys what i am doing these day. with my buddy!

Hi! the recent me :D

ming zai & rain gor

look at ming zai's smile! omg

these day ming zai were with me most of the day.. luckily! or else i gonna be bored for my useless life. pillow talk, hanging out, singk, kap lois, gossip with me... all these.

ahh! but now then he gone back to his dump and studying for his final. ming zai good luck ya!

kerrine

and her, giant

i am hanging with her most of my day. :D

this is what i am doing all these day. hanging, singk, eat, sleep....

No more rest, getting to work!